Sandra, My deepest prayers are with you. May Jesus Christ restore your life to the fullest. Read Ephesians 6:10 to the end of the chapter. Call on the Holy Spirit, to comfort you, as Jesus promised. Believe and know that you can do ALL things through Christ Jesus who strengthens you. Believe and know that God can do absolutely ANYTHING and that he hears YOU when you call him. And lastly, know that there is an amazing blessing that awaits you when you bless your enemies in the name of Jesus. It is the most difficult - and most rewarding - thing that you do - do it and you will be blessed beyond your imagination! God Bless You Sister, Tammy